urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl Jane Jane 2008-11-05T17:53:04Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:36168 2008-11-05T17:53:04Z 2008-11-05T17:53:04Z Awesome. I just found out this morning that the company I work for is shutting down all 98 stores. I get to drive an hour there and home tonight on my day off for a meeting to find out if my severance package is worth me sticking around until February, or if I should just tell them to go fuck themselves and start job hunting now. <br /><br />I've had many jobs, but this was the first I loved. Enough to make it worth it for me to drive an hour there and back every day for a year and a half and sometimes up to 2.5 hours in the morning if the traffic is bad (it usually is), while spending $80-90 a week on gas. <br /><br />Now I get to start over again.<br /><br />Yippee...grumble grumble....wtf. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:35869 2008-07-16T20:50:00Z 2008-07-16T20:50:00Z Today would have been my fathers 68th birthday...<br /><br />*sigh* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:35578 2008-05-21T17:28:46Z 2008-05-21T17:28:46Z Prayers and good wishes for my kitty Lily Bean, please...<br /><br />She's been acting weird for a couple days and we are off to the doctor now...<br /><br />I'm a bit worried. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:35268 2008-05-17T16:48:35Z 2008-05-17T16:51:33Z Sadly I have discovered that the game "second life" is a bit more appealing that my real life right now....<br /><br />Laugh all you want. :P urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:34668 2008-02-14T02:16:58Z 2008-02-14T02:16:58Z I'm so tired of being sick...<br /><br />tonight. temp of 102. YAY!!<br /><br />I am sooooooooo over it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:34455 2007-12-23T13:48:51Z 2007-12-23T13:48:51Z Ack!! I am soooo not ready for christmas this year. I was FINALLY wrapping some presents last night and realized I bombed at shopping this year. Half the stuff I bought I was looking at and wondering what the hell I was thinking. Wrapped them anyway, I don't have time to shop for people I already shopped for.<br /><br />There are still people to shop for, although now its a short list, thank God. My apartment's a mess. I'm working tonight (have to leave for work in 4 hours, actually), and tomorrow so the only time I have is...well...RIGHT NOW.<br /><br />I made a batch of shortbread this morning after I couldn't find my stupid cookie sheets last night.....well, I mixed it all up, spread it in the pan, almost ready to go, when I look down and .....wtf? a bug. a little weird baby termite looking thing. well, ain't that a kicker. shortbread into the trash, wash everything, start again. SONOFABITCH!!<br /><br />Now, I guess I could have just dug the bastard out and baked it anyway, but I just couldn't. soooooooo....back to the drawing board. Now my bug-free shortbread is baking (smells damn good too) and I'm cleaning...can't you tell?<br /><br />I just want some time to chill out! maybe I'll go make naked snow angels later. That'll cool me off for sure. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:34193 2007-12-13T03:31:41Z 2007-12-13T03:31:41Z I wanted to wish a big ol' Happy Birthday to Danny Boy....even though he'd probably kick my ass for calling him Danny. *smmmmmmoooooooch* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:33971 2007-12-02T18:20:01Z 2007-12-02T18:20:01Z <lj-embed id="1" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:33740 2007-12-01T17:23:39Z 2007-12-01T17:23:39Z my housecleaning play list Quick! someone remind me to never again make people more important than they make me!!<br /><br />I imagined a million and one ways that I would celebrate my 30th birthday, and the way today is shaping up to be never even once entered my mind.<br /><br />I just hope that my memory serves me better next year than it did this year when it comes time to celebrate with others.<br /><br />that's all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:33411 2007-11-09T13:40:07Z 2007-11-09T13:40:07Z so, I usually only update when I'm complaining about SOMETHING....but things are going pretty well for me right now. I'm not 100% happy, but pretty darn content with my life overall. I think thats saying something. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:33106 2007-09-23T12:14:53Z 2007-09-23T12:14:53Z Does anyone know how to get it out of the seat of a car?<br /><br />Please help... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:32986 2007-08-04T16:18:38Z 2007-08-04T16:18:38Z So my "new" job that I was so excited about ended up being something that makes life feel even worse. Drama drama drama, lies, bitches, unfulfilled promises, etc.<br /><br />Today, one of my friends accepts a brand new job offer for great pay, exciting opportunity, etc.<br /><br />AND my best friend gets offered a job that just blows my mind in terms of pay, title and responsibility. He's 20 years old, a great bullshitter which makes him great at interviews etc. He says to me he's not qualified, but I know he can do it, if he'll just DO IT and not screw around. (love you, if you're reading, pumpkin.) I'm happy for him and for the previously mentioned friend as well, but so sad for myself right now. I've worked so hard for so long and still feel left behind.<br /><br />I don't WANT to show him the side that is sad, because now he tells me how bad he feels that I "deserve" it and he got it. (we weren't competing for the same job, btw) I don't want that. It makes me feel like he thinks I'm not genuinely happy for him, but I am. I dunno. I guess its too hard to pretend that everything is great right now, so I can tell him I'm happy for him, but I'm not showing it outwardly because I don't have the strength to.<br /><br />How do I JUST be happy for them and put aside my own sense of failure and inferiority for another time? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:32659 2007-06-21T13:06:32Z 2007-06-21T13:06:32Z I spent most of my night last night rubbing my pussy, which pleased me immensely.<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i83.photobucket.com/albums/j307/JaneyGrrrl/lily.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a> <br> This is my new baby, she's 5 years old, a total love and her name is Lily. This is her pic from her craigslist ad, I'll be posting pics of her at home soon. YAY!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:32387 2007-06-06T16:49:49Z 2007-06-06T16:49:49Z so. I have made some serious changes in my life in the last month. I got a new job. YAY! I got a new car (new to me, but actually works without an entire bottle of anti freeze put in every three days) YAY! the new car was actually a big step too, since I was approved for financing all on my own. YAY! It's a ridiculous interest rate, but ok, two years ago I couldn't get approved for $3000 with a co-signer. <br /><br />AND.....I MOVED!!<br /><br />On Friday, June 1st, I moved into my very own apartment. I'm not a basement dweller anymore. YAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!<br /><br />I'll post more later, but for now, I just wanted to give a quick update.<br /><br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:32180 2007-06-01T10:44:08Z 2007-06-01T10:44:08Z sometimes MSN scares me. while this may not make sense to just about anyone reading this now...I will update tonight (hopefully) and then maybe it will. MSN....scary.<br /><br />June 1, 2007<br />This is a great day for you, Jane, in which you may feel like you can exercise more of your freedom in the world. Break any shackles that seem to be holding you back. There is no reason for you to feel hindered. Your adventuresome attitude is brave, and there is a great deal of territory for you to conquer. Get focused and get moving. You have the green light to move ahead. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:31477 2007-04-18T01:38:48Z 2007-04-18T01:38:48Z I have a job interview in the morning....If anyone has a free moment, please send some positive thoughts my way. :) thanks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:31039 2007-03-14T05:28:28Z 2007-03-14T05:28:28Z <a href="http://haleyos.livejournal.com/108923.html">http://haleyos.livejournal.com/108923.html</a><br /><br />She's got some sick puppies that need serious medical care. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:30701 2007-02-24T17:19:27Z 2007-02-24T17:19:27Z February 24, 2007<br />'Go with the flow' is your anthem for today, Jane. You will find the freedom you seek by simply following the path of least resistance. There is no reason for you to not be happy. Life doesn't need to be difficult or complicated. The thing to remember is that you should be 100% yourself. People will act the way they need to react in relation to you. Don't worry about their feelings - they are not your responsibility. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:30266 2007-02-13T20:05:24Z 2007-02-13T20:05:24Z <object width="425" height="350"> <param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HCkYfYa8ePI"></param> <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/HCkYfYa8ePI" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350" allowScriptAccess="never"></embed> </object> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:30106 2007-02-07T04:08:22Z 2007-02-07T04:08:22Z <div style="width: 320px; border: 1px solid gray; padding: 6px; font: normal 12px arial, verdana, sans-serif; color: black; background-color: white;"><b style="color: black; font: bold 20px &#39;Times New Roman&#39;, serif; display: block; margin-bottom: 8px;">Your Language Arts Grade: 100%</b> <div style="width: 200px; background: white; border: 1px solid black; text-align: left;"><div style="width: 100%; background: red; font-size: 8px; line-height: 8px;"> </div></div><p style="margin: 10px; border: none; background: white; color: black;">Way to go! You know not to trust the MS Grammar Check and you know "no" from "know." Now, go forth and spread the good word (or at least, the proper use of apostrophes).<br><br><b><a href="http://www.gotoquiz.com/are_you_gooder_at_grammar" style="color: blue;">Are You Gooder at Grammar?</a><br><a href="http://www.gotoquiz.com/" style="color: blue;">Make a Quiz</a></b></p></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:29763 2007-01-26T06:35:44Z 2007-01-26T06:35:44Z It was a blast...more later...<br /><br />I'm going to bed now... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:29457 2007-01-16T19:09:24Z 2007-01-16T19:09:24Z Promiscuous Girl- Nelly Furtado I thought this was going to be the year I finally wrote something everyday since I had for the first 4 days. (a real achievement for me) but I guess not. Anyway, I figured I should update.<br /><br />My nephew Allen is well...too well, back to his bratty self, thank GOD.<br /><br />Of course, then I got sick, miserably so...but I'm better too now. thank GOD.<br /><br />Two days ago, January 14th, marked the two year anniversary of my moms passing. I thought I'd get on here and post a nice little memorial or something, but I couldn't do it. I did honor her in my own little way but otherwise spent the day pissed off at everyone and wondering if anyone in my family even remembered what the day was, since of course, we're a family that just doesn't discuss it. When I feel a bit more emotionally sound, I'll post a little something for her.<br /><br />The most exciting part of my life right now is that I have no idea where I'll be sleeping tomorrow night. <br /><br />The first real road trip I've ever been on begins tomorrow with one of my oldest and best friends.<br /><br />I haven't been on a real vacation in years.<br /><br />yay. :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:29206 2007-01-05T04:12:49Z 2007-01-05T04:12:49Z My nephew, Allen, is in the hospital with a high fever, vomiting blood, etc.<br /><br />Docs can't figure it out.. Big surprise, they know EVERYTHING don't they?<br /><br />Anyway, those who pray please do, those who don't please at least send good thoughts his way.<br /><br />Thanks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:29044 2007-01-04T00:49:26Z 2007-01-04T00:49:26Z I don't think its ever a good idea to take friendships for granted. <br /><br />That is all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:janeygrrrl:28762 2007-01-03T03:32:18Z 2007-01-03T03:32:18Z Does anyone know of any good road trip mapping websites?<br /><br />I'm driving from Massachusetts to Louisiana with a friend on January 17. THANK GOD FOR VACATION TIME!!<br /><br />I have googled and googled and can find all the regular maps that I could ever possibly need, that tell me how long from here to there if we drive straight through, but I want to know what sort of interesting stops there are between there and here. Can't seem to find that anywhere and I'm getting frustrated by the fact that right now I suck at the internet.